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Dear those who will read this,

I don't know why I feel the need to blog, so much, but I do, I been really confused about a lot of things, and some of it bothers me, a lot, but some I just accept, even though, I don't understand, I am all most done with the book I am reading, and will read catcher in the rye next, it is weird how I bought the book with out know the perks talks about it a lot, I guess the world works that way sometimes, I was going to read potter (the 2nd one) next, but changed my mind, so I will read that after catcher

I got sad today (I know I do that a lot) but the reason was weird, I got sad, because a football player is said to be retiring, and it felt like a part of me was gone, and the weird thing is players I like better have retired, and I did not get sad

it freaks me out how much alike I am to the main character in the perks of being a wallflower, sometimes I forget I am reading a book, and think am reading my self, minus being annoying though, that reminds me, how he did LSD, and had a bad trip, when I was younger, my friends did lsd, and I always wanted to, but my brother told me, he thinks I would have a bad trip, so he never let me do it, and I got upset about it, but now I thank him for that, but at the time I really wanted to do it.

I will tell you a story about why you should not do :SD, ro acid,

my cousin, franky, was a normal person, down to earth, cool guy, but one day he went to New Jersey, and I guess he got some bad drugs, acid from what we were told, and he went missing for like 3 days, and this was in a place he knew nothing about, and when they found him, he was different, his mind was gone, we went from being normal to thinking J-lo stalks him, and certain music bands got acces to his head, and that is where they get the idea for their songs, he takes meds now, but still is not the same

that is why I won't do drugs, not even weed any more, because that freaks me out, I hate the fact my friends do drugs

I think I like tweeting too much, and need a break from that, but I just like conversations, and I don't have them as much as I like with people in real life, wish I did, I just like talking to people in general, it makes me forget about things

that is all for now I might take a break from blogging for a few days

love you deeply
your friend, vic