Dear my lovely readers,
today has been an fine day, as you might have known my older brother has got out of prison, and he is already breaking curfew, simply, because he does not care if he goes back to prison, I mean he has been there since 1993, and it does not bother him, but it has got my mum upset, and he does have a child with his wife that is only about a year old, and it is no fair to them, but I guess some times you can't convince people that life is not worth it.
I feel bad for my sister, because she is one of those girls that settles for guys who treat her like shit, all because she does not think she can get a good person, I wish people would not settle for people that treat them like rubbish, and when it is a family member, or a friend it makes it worse.
I have picked out the most saddest blogs I have wrote about my self, and hope this works, because honestly I have a hard time talking about it, even on line when people ask me what is wrong I have a hard time talking about it, and really have only ever talked to a few people about it. I do talk when I talk to them, but I have a hard time looking at them. the last time when I had to take the test, the lady said I have a sense of humour, and I told her, I just say random things, so people think I am happy, because if I say something off the wall random, no one will expect how sad I am, and to be honest I never knew why I wanted to hide I was sad, but maybe the reason was I always felt people would look down on me, because I felt people did even with out knowing I was sad.
that is all for now,
I love you all deeply,
your friend,
VPK
p.s if the world is billions of years old, and if humans have been around way longer that 2011 years, why is it only 2011? it should be like 6011, xD
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