I don't want to suffer anymore. I can't walk anymore, I'm always in pain, I never see my friends (I don't want them to see me like this.) I'm in dialysis thee times a week, I'm in the hospital more often than not, I'm always sick, I can hardly see in my right eye, I had three strokes, I suffer from always having seizures, there is much more not even going to talk about. I just want to know were is my chance to smile?