Dear everyone, and I do mean everyone, that knows me in the world
I hate how this is, I mean I pretend sometimes when is the desert I never see the rain, but the truth is, I have seen the rain, and it hurts me a lot, I mean why has it come to this where the rain never wants me any more? have we not been friends for a while? I wish you be honest with me, because you have hurt my feelings a lot, and now am wondering if you even notice, or care about them, even just a little.
it's times like this I wish I was stupid, I believe people, of the world when they tell me I matter, but no I don't matter, if I was to die, not even one person notice I was gone, I pretend I matter some what to you all, but let's face it I matter none, and this blog will go ignored, not a person will ask me about it, hell am not even sure if anyone will even read this. it will go as it never existed. I will go to crying in secret wondering why everyone is the world, and it has become everyone in the world, I guess, seems to reject me, but pretending like everything is fine, I wish just for once someone would reply on here, and ask what's wrong:(
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