To die, or not to Die

I am in conflict with my self with the very thought, as it torments my mind, I serch endlessly for reasons not to do it, but come up with more reasons to do it, am more open to talk about this just to see if anyone will give me a reason to not do it, but no one ever says anything, and it only leads to me thinking I should do it, nothing is right, nothing is getting better, and I don't know how much longer I can deal with this. I know am not the only person in the world to feel this way, but sometimes I feel as if am the only person that can't find one person to care