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let me rest my head ,

on your bosom,

so I may hear,

the beat of your heart,

the beautiful sound,

that she makes,

is the music,

my ears dream about.

I hate these films

so I been thinking about movies that are the most shittiest movies ever made, so I decided to make a list of some of the worst films I have ever seen. keep in mind these were the ones that came to mind

6. The Room

so bad it's good

there is a reason I made this six, and not five, and that is, because I had to include the room, staring, directed by, produced by and written by Tommy Wiseau, this is one of those films that it is so bad you have to see it, the story line is poor, the acting is poor, everything about it makes you wonder if this is even a film, or not, but wait just check out some of the movies best parts

give this film an oscar

5. mortal kombat annihilation

was this made in attempt to make people hate MK?

Mortal Kombat is arguably the best fighting game of all time. with a classic story line, sub plots, and some of the best fighting characters, and not to mention the thrill of doing this to your opponent after you kick his, or her ass

MK is way better than street fighter

so in 1995 when the film came out all kombat fans were happy, and let me tell you that shit sucked, and we all hated it until they came out with the squeal mortal kombat annihilation. talk about shitting on a story line, they changed so much it just pissed everyone off, shao kahn and raiden brothers, shinnok is their father BULLSHIT that never happened, if there is one thing I know movies based on video games just suck, but this is not the best example of why, as you will see coming up.

4. The lion king 1 1/2

oh I know the half, and it is this film is shit

The Lion King is one of the best films Disney has ever made. the Story is about Simba, and him running away after he thinks he caused his father Mufasa's death, it had one of the best chase Scenes ever 

scar was an evil bastard

I mean if you ever get the chance to see this at the cinema you will be amazed on how big it is, and how great it is, I could go on, and on about the first Lion King. then it had a part 2 which was not as good as the first, but still a decent film.

then the had to make Lion King  1 1/2. or as some call it Lion King 3, and wow was this film crap. it is pretty much timon and pumbaa side of the events that took place during the first lion king, and all it does it pretty much ruin the first one. remember how all the animals bowed when simba was born in the opening? guess what they were not bowing pumbaa just had gas -__-  the great part were scar sings about how he is going to  take over, ruined, pretty much everything that happened did not happen the way we saw it, oh and am not just sayin' the film is wack beans on toast, because that, no the film is just bad. it's like fuck you take two characters who as I get older have found to be the worst in the lion king, and make a film based on them, come on Disney,I know you wanted to make as much money as you could of The Lion King, but damn, but still you were not as bad as the next on the list.

3. The Land before Time 2-13

who knew the great valley meant great crappy sequels

The first Land Before Time is my favorite film ever made, I remember when I first saw it I wanted to watch it all the time, the story is about Little Foot, and his fiends journey to try to make it to the great valley. the film was also the first time I ever saw a film that deals with death when his mother died it what has to be one of the saddest parts in a film ever, I cried when I was young, and I still cry today, but that is just how great the film is, because kids, and adult can enjoy it, and both kids and adult cry 

I cried when I watched this while making this blog :(

if you never seen the first land before time watch it, because it is a pure classic, and one of the best things about it is although it was for kids they did not dumb it down for kids, so adult can enjoy it too. this film is so great, I could spend all day writing about it,s o why are 2-13 pure wackness? well when I said they did not dumb down the first one they totally did that with the rest, you had corny songs, corny plots, and stories, and even crap like aliens WTF aliens, and why make so many damn sequels, oh and they are all about the same thing they cast of friends have to for some reason leave the great valley to the mysterious beyond, insert plot here, the adult tell them no, they do anyways, the meat some friends, sing random stupid songs that are not good, insert a lesson (some are ones covered in the first, but just not as good, hell not good at all) the thing I want to know is where are the parents that did not die? how come that never comes up well besides little foot's father (no it is not a tearful story it is one that makes you scream bullshit) 

2. the super Mario bros movie

wackness

ah, yes Super Mario the most recognizable face in all of video games, and for a good reason, not only was he the reason Nintendo made it, but he is in so many great games from the classic super Mario bros to Super Mario Bros 3, oh and you like 3D gaming? Mario did it first with Mario 64, and it is not just the basic save the princess games, but he also has classics like Mario Kart. it would be hard to find someone that has never played a Mario game at least once in their life, and if you are reading this, and call yourself a gamer, but never played a Mario based game guess what you are not a gamer,

The story of Mario is  about   two plumbers somehow getting sucked down a pipe drain, and into the mushroom kingdom, where they end up saving the princess from bowser the king of the koopas, time and time again, sure you might ask WTF how many times can a person be taken? well who cares as long as great games keep coming out he can princessnap peach all he wants.

so when the world found out a film was going to come out, wow were we happy until we seen the damn thing. first of all in the film they are not brothers, but Mario is luigi's father :S, second they could not find two Italians to play the part? third this is bowser , 

so who the fuck is this? 

a human? you made bowser a human? I mean did the people that wrote this piece of crap just think oh we can do what ever they want people will go, and see it, because it has the name super mario on it? no you can't, in fact all you damn film companies need to stop making films based on great games, and  making shit

1. Teenage Mutant ninja Turtles 3

this film was almost the death of the ninja turtles 

I love the ninja turtles, the cartoon was great, the first film is a classic, the 2nd is good, TMNT is good, the new cartoon is good, the comics awesome, the games, amazing, the action figures are cool beans,  pretty much everything ninja turtles will rock your socks, hell I loved them so much when I was a kid I even ate pizza with whipped cream, and M&M's on it, because they would eat weird stuff on their pizza.

so how bad is the Ninja turtles 3? put it this way if you took all the films I listed above and made them into one crappy film it still be a classic compared to this piece of word that does not exist yet, because calling it shit would be an upgrade that's how bad it is, hell you want to know how bad it is? the people that make ninja turtles, the cartoon, the comics, the first 2 films the last one TMNT, everything ninja turtles don't even acknowledge it exist, it goes ninja turtles 1, 2 and TMNT, part 3 never happened, that's how bad it is, if you know ninja turtles, but never seen this, DON'T you will find your self in the fetal position asking GOD why something so horrible was made, oh if you are an atheist you will still ask GOD why something so horrible was made, wow just thinking about this film makes me so angry, the plot? they go back in time to ancient Asia, and save someone, idk who fuckin' cares, they should have went back in time, and saved are eyes and ears from this damn film, no they should have just gone back in time, and stopped this shit from ever being made. 

well that's it, hope you enjoyed it:) 

V-day, and other things

Dear my lovely readers,

I hope all is well with you, and if not I hope things get better,

I am the same as I am most times,

today was Valentine's day, which means nothing if you are single, unless you count the sorrow of being single on the fakest romantic day of the year, I mean if you only buy something for your loved one once a year romantically you're not really romantic, also if you buy her something at your local CVS. or Wal greens drug store then you are not romantic. the day is really forced, but with that being said not a person that is single does not wish they had a lover that day, and if it helps couples get closer, even for just one day, then let it bring them the joy of love.

since people get candy on v-day, it made me think of another day peopel get candy, Halloween, and then I got to thinking, why do people say "trick. or treat: when no one ever gives out a trick? what if this happened what if a kid

subliminal message: the kids follow Satan

said trick, or treat. and got his, or her candy

these are the best kind of snickers

but later when eating it they found a razor in the candy,

how would they even get a razor in a candy bar without one noticing?

and the candy giver later visited them at the hospital. and said trick. wow that be fucked up.

so in other news I had an interview today, and I think everything went pretty good, the interviewer was friendly, and I did not feel as if I did, or said anything wrong, I will call them on Friday, and hopefully they will say "yes, victor you are hired" and I be happy, and throw a waffle, and iced tea party :) 


oh I have a flcikr now, so check out some random pics I take


that is all for now, I will pray for all of you, and hope the sun shines in your life,


I love you all deeply,
your friend,VPK

Alone

Alone in my thoughts,

Alone in my head,

Alone on the earth,

Alone when am dead,

Alone in my soul,

Alone in my sorrow,

Alone for now,

Alone for tomorrow,

Alone the day after,

Alone in my pain,

Alone in every chapter,

Alone in the sunshine,

Alone in my tears,

Alone as long as I live,

Alone all my years!!!!

idk, I had to do something to get my mind off things :)

here is the rain,

pouring down on the lily,

that is sitting on the pond,

waiting for the feet,

of the leaping frogs,

whom is in the view,

of the passing fowl,

that has left from the tree.

where he makes his home,

right above the hive of the bees,

who get bothered by the bear,

he wants their honey,

as too does the ants,

who can take what ever they want.

this is all seen by the fox,

who is always sly,

and smart enough to stay,

out of the tiger's passing eye,

who made an unholy pact,

with the wolf,

that has the deer shaken,

and the daddy long legs so confused,

he steps on the spider's web,

he will never be heard from again,

in the story of the wild.

Saturday morning sorrows

I don't know why you keep myself alive,

with these feeling I abide,

am living for one's that do not care,

so  I sit coldly, and stare,

emptily into my own soul,

with a gaping hole,

that love use to fill,

now slowly dying is my will,

tell me everything will be fine,

but that still will not change my mind,

nor the cancer of my own thoughts,

so maybe I ought,

to not tell myself lies,

because the world seen through my eyes,

is one were reality is nothing but grieving,

and is these false hopes am not believing,

happiness is pure fiction,

sorrow is my souls conviction,

so I deserve heaven when I die,

for all the tears that I cry,

for keeping myself alive when I rather not,

for happiness I have forgot,

how that feeling felt.

so give me heaven for all the sorrow my soul was dealt.

bullet from my thoughts

save me from myself,

that's all I ask,

but you don't hear me though,

as for each breath I gasp.

I am running out of words,

in which could explain,

my mind's broken will,

of feeling left in the rain,

the world is filled  with love.

and around me there are  plenty,

of people and things,

yet I feel so alone and empty,

I wish I did not feel this way,

I wish I was more understood,

but life is only worthless,

and nothing is ever good

I guess 

because happy poems are needed

on this river of troubling times,

I sink in these waters 

in which I can't swim,

i grasp for a hand,

calling out to him,

I drift further into the sea,

away from the land,

but in the worst,

some how loves shines,

with a burst of light,

and in the darkest reflections,

I know I will be alright

poem to VPK

how much I have come to hate you,

and your well being,

you be better off sleeping forever,

than awaking in this sorrow,

but you are such a fool,

walloping in a senseless  hope,

when you know dame well,

you are closer to hell,

then the fruits of heaven,

tell me how often do you have,

a day in which sorrow,

is not what your thoughts center around,

you are the most worthless

person in your eyes,

and when you say your happy,

we both know it's all lies.

I hate everything you are,

I wish you would have been one 

that died at birth,
but instead you live,
and think one day I will be happy,
what a fool you are,

die soon please,

love,
 the hatred for yourself

flowers

so lovely are the flowers,

the way they sit in the beauty of the sun,

waiting for the rain drops to come,

praising every drop from the cloud,

dancing in the feels loving touch,

blossoming for the bees,

in a world of sorrow,

they are as beautiful as could be.

To love

everyday I ask for something new,

but everyday you leave me broken in two,

and my day is never not,

a daily story were sorrow is the plot,

a murder were the victim is my well being,

but I am sick of seeing,

my mind fall apart into despair,

all because love you are not there,

I don't even know if you exist,

or are nothing, but a myth,

maybe you are nothing more than a dream,

a gift that my hands can never seem,

to hold in my fingers grasp,

no matter how much I ask,

instead you keep me by myself,

and fuck up my mental health,

and as long as you keep me in this hell,

I will never be close to being well.

7.2.2012

fly our feet across the waters,

feel the open wind in our wings,

nothing can stop this moment,

tonight we are the Queen and King,

let are soul dance into the night,

and awake on the sunshine in the day,

nothing can slow down the stars tonight,

connect your soul with my soul,

as we feel the beat of each others heart,

your eyes gaze into my eyes,

the scent of Heaven,

burns so pleasantly into are nostrils,

that is the smell of your hair,

your skin is softer,

than the snow as it falls on your face,

as we touch the most tender areas,

of each others heart,

we sing love's beautiful song,

and dance to her wondeful art.

Broken Dreams

there's a girl. as beautiful as the garden's sunlight,

but every morning she feels the rain,

and she just does not feel right,

so she hides her pain,

by having a drink,

and for the day it erases her memory,

and she no longer has to think,

of all her broken dreams she did not see,

with every sip,

it takes her farther away,

on to a trip.

to a place she wishes she could stay,

but when she closes her eyes,

she finds her self in hell the next day,

and each passing day a little more she dies,

with every single swallow,

her life is the cost,

in a reality she's feels is hallow,

she is just another victim lost

Dear God

Dear God, I believe in your existence,

but sometimes I feel there is to great a distance,

between your fingers, and mine,

that keeps my eyes blind,

from your eternal shine,

and  Satan keeps me in a shackle,

and my sorrow is natural,

of how I believe one should feel,

causing me to deny happiness is real,

maybe I don't pray enough for your Holy touch,

maybe I think too much,

maybe I have to  little,

but all I know is my mind is becoming brittle,

with each day that passes me by,

with each tear drop  I cry,

to my cries please do not have a deaf ear,

but lift me up from out of here,

from this place Satan has taken me,

a state of self inflected negativity,

because I know your hand is close to mine,

I can feel their Holy divine,

gentle soul soothing touch,

lifting me from Satan's cobra clutch 

looking for the point

My heart can never be broke,

since he was never loved,

but my thoughts can pretend,

that she has been broken,

time and time again, 

and imagine the feel of sorrow,

that comes from the cut,

when the  knife enters,

deep into my shattered heart,

piercing deep inside my soul,

but that feeling is worthless,

and no love makes me question,

what then is my purpose,

of feeling something you know,

hurts, but hurts not to have,

the world is dark,

no matter how much light shines.

idk maybe random you be the judge of that

I been searching for the meaning since I left the womb,

so even on days I dream of the tomb,

I look forward to what tomorrow has to offer,

so I stay tuned like a television show,

and see what life will broadcast today,

some nights, and days are dramas,

where my darkest sorrows are on display,

other episodes are like comedies full of laughter,

either way I am no where close to my final chapter,

so as my daily life struggle continues,

the pen known as life writes my story as I breath,

until the day my final breath leaves,

but until that day shall come to be,

no matter the darkness, or light,

this is my life story I shall continue to write

since I do not sleep I will blog

Dear my lovely readers,

it is pretty late where I live,  and I can't sleep. and I hope all of you are doing good, and have been blessed with happiness, as for me I find my self in the weird state when one is neither sad, or happy, but emotionless, and on the fence of being either way. I tell myself everyday postive thougts in order to help myself feel not negative about myself, and to be honest I am not sure if it is working, or not, but I do so in hope of a pay off.

right so, lets move on to other thoughts, I have a job interview on the fourteenth of this month, which is Feb. It be great if I got the job, so I can save up for college among other things, plus that was a goal of mine, so it be toasting another piece of toast, so wish me luck:)

life is filled with set backs, for every pro exist a con, and those set backs can hold you down from greatness, but over coming set backs is one of the greatest accomplished one can achieve in life. sometimes we wish certain things can be different, but life is a struggle to understand, but once we understand why we struggle with life, and all she dishes out at us, the more beautiful she becomes

I love you all deeply, even if you might not think so, and you are all in my heart, and prayers, I hope you are blessed with the tears of joy, and all your sorrow is one day gone,

that is all for now,
love,
your friend,
VPK

first of February of this year

I keep your letter,

close to my heart,

so when my mind grows dark,

your words can be the spark,

of light my heart needs,

so when am down in hell,

your loving words I read,

and my joy grows,

like a planted seed,

into a tree that produces,

fruits of happiness,

with a taste so pleasant,

there is no way for me,

to write about it in words,

but only tell you,

your friendship is like an artist,

painting their masterpiece.

if I could frame it.

I put it in my heart ,

for all the world to see!!!!