Odd, but j k rowling has saved my life!

Dear my lovely readers,

As many of you may have know by reading my last few blogs, my tweets, or talking to me on msn messenger, I was really depressed these last few days, I even considered committing suicide, in fact I was going to do it, I even sat in my room twirling a knife looking empty at my wrist, ready to give them that fatal cut, and bleed to death,

but

oddly enough I have been reading the chamber of secrets, as I am a late reader to the harry potter books, and was near the end, so I decided to finish the book, before I was to end my own life,

however,

it was not the book it self that that made me not want to do it, but when I was done I saw a pitcher of J.K, and a thought sprung in my head, I had heard when she wrote the first book, she was homeless, and I thought to my self, was this true?, so I I asked google, and what I found was amazing, although she was not homeless, she was poor, struggling and depressed, but she did not give up, and wrote one of the most well know novels in the history of written novels, and now is very happy,

Imagine for a second

if she would have gave up, and even killed her self,

the world would be different, lots of people who find joy in her books, would be missing something, but she did not, and created an entire universe, that millions of people have come to know, and love and millions of people smile, because of it

so,

now I realize the value someone has in being alive,and what a difference you can make, maybe not in a million peoples lives, maybe just one person, but that one person will thank you even if they never say thank you:)

I wish

you could all see how happy I am right now, and how much am smiling,

you probably will never see this, but thank you, J.K for saving me from my self!

that is all for now,

I love you all very deeply!

your friend

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