Father

Dear my father,

why did you not bother,

to be in the life of your son?

why did you have to shun,

your child away?

why the empty nights and day?

was it something I did,

that made you forbid,

yourself from being present,

in your offspring's development?

you have left me,

with a feeling of empty,

in words I can't truly express,

I try not to depress,

over what could have been,

but I wish we could star over again,

because maybe you do things different,

and be in my life from when I was an infant,

but you can't change the past,

and in today's time at last,

you are a part of my life,

so that lessons the strife,

and our relationship is expanding,

and it gave me the understanding,

of what it means to forgive,

all that have wronged us each day we live.

Lost

Your life is miserable,

but as long as there's snow,

you will bargain your soul,

to play in the the snake's pit,

to fill your black hole,

the venom doesn't bother you,

as long as the result is pleasant,

you try to change,

but your demons are always present,

and you need your daily fix,

of the devil's cake mix,

you want to go to rehab,

but that's not for you,

and your dealers always in view,

and has your ear,

the sweet sound of candy,

is what you want to hear,

it makes you smile,

but only for a short while,

now you need more,

so your knees work the floor,

in your story of sorrow.

Devils Chasing Me

I have devils chasing me, 

through the day,

I can't get them,

to ever go away,

It's a battle upstream,

of nightmares of my 

broken dreams,

Am lost in this confusing,

from thoughts am abusing,

am alone in recluse,

with these Devils,

that won't let me,

 break loose,

they got my soul,

stuck in a noose,

they keep me shackled

hands and feet stuck,

in their chain,

please let me break free,

from their reign,

and grant me,

my freedom,

and let my soul,

rest peacefully in Eden,

so my wings again,

can soar,

in Heaven once again,

once more.

Wisdom.

You're the most beautiful

 rose in the garden,

your smell is the most pleasant,

Your words are as soothing

as the Sun is bright,

You are the truth

in its purest  form,

you are worth more

than all the riches of Earth,

You're what wise people build upon

and what the fool lacks,

Those without you

You are what THE LORD

built the Universe with,

You are my love

forever.