you don't matter

Maybe am just naive,

to your words I don't believe,

because even that which is concrete,

can be broke, and left obsolete,

So when you tell me those three words,

you can feed that lie to the birds,

as my happiness you will suck,

away from my soul that you stuck,

with your most wicked dagger,

and my heart you shatter,

with three different words, you don't matter

World At Risk

War is ugly in every essence,

As the poor are given their death sentence,

by the rich elite class,

that move victims in mass,

numbers for their own benefit,

getting richer by the blood of the innocent,

Because the number on the death toll,

does not matter, as long as they keep control,

of the county's power, and  population,

by methods of lies, and manipulation,

telling the people you're doing this to be free,

but really only do it for their love of money,

as they could all care less,

about the left over mess,

from the hells of war,

as the cries of the dead they ignore,

but no matter how many tears are wept,

as long as the power is kept,

in the hands of the murderous swine,

the story shall be the same every single time.

I Was Told...

Dear my lovely readers,

I hope all is well, and you are in peace!!!!

I was told by someone, one time, to not let my feelings control my life, and manipulate the person I am, because you know, I could become a person I would not want to be, or a person I don't like; kind of like the way it is anyway, so I guess am to no longer let them control my life, yeah, because that is an easy task just to ignore your feelings. I mean that's like telling me not to have any thoughts, and I have more thoughts than there are people of this world, or any world for that matter.


In other news that does not matter, but I will talk about anyway, because in some realities this news might matter, Argo won best picture of the year award; which is fine except for one factor: Argo was not that good of a film. I mean I was bored out my mind the whole time I was watching this film. Les miserables should have won film of the year, but I guess what I think does not matter, but only what the voters of this award think is what matters, and am not a voter for this award show called The Oscars....

Also I realized that the number zero matters most of all the numbers in the Universe, because with out zero no other number could exist, so instead of thinking of the Mayans as some people that had a calendar in which people wrongfully thought predicted the end of the world (which was wrong, not because the date was wrong, but the date the Mayans said the world was going to end is actually well after that December date) but we should see them as the people that invented the number zero, perhaps one of the greatest attributes to human kind!!!!

Well I have not much more to bother the world that exist with for right now, because it is late, or early depending on where you rest your head, so I will show you an episode of a show I want to be on one day, Fun With Flags 

OK, that is all for now,

love,

your friend,

VPK

P.S That was form the T.V show, The BIg Bang Theory, which is the best show on T.V, so you should watch it, and also I found my camera; which was missing, but you did not know that, because I never told anyone it was missing, however now you know, so if you are able to travel back in time to a time before I wrote this blog you could go back in time, and tell me "vic, I hope you find your camera" and I would say "how did you know it was missing?" and you could say "I know everything, for I can see the future...." 

So I Decide Not To Be Sad Today

I wake up  early in the morning,

I have a cup of tea,

and hope today is the beginning,

of me being somebody,

and no longer seeing myself as nothing,

go, and find me a wife,

and move on from all the heart breaks in life,

start a family, and have lots of kids,

but first these ill feelings I have to get rid,

leave the past in the past,

where it all belongs,

cure my mind of all its wrongs,

and only live by what's right,

no longer see life in the dark,

but keep a vision of the light,

at the end of hard works tunnel,

and at the end it all shall pay off,

as the rain that was falls from the heavens,

That was so very heavy now feels soft,

and a smile is born upon my face,

as I take the first steps to get to this place,

life is no longer just a waste,

but a gift granted!!!!

Corny....

My Love,

For You,

Is like,

The Sun,

It Rises.

Every single 

Day!!!!

More Of Nothing That is Something

Half the water has leaked,

out of my glass,

From the spell that you cast,

And this makes me piqued,

Because I can't break your hold,

and all I know is this world is too cold,

and I want to be warm,

as I transform.

My wish is to self accept,

myself in every aspect.

Fish For A Thought

Sitting here, waiting for forever to pass,

So I fill up my drinking glass,

with more liquor,

to make these days go quicker,

mixed with the pills they prescribe,

to erase all the bad vibes,

created by my mind's torture,

of my own order,

From the kingdom of my conscious,

the world becomes obnoxious,

and from hell comes my anxiety,

That makes me reject this wicked society,

That I created blindly,

But of this love, and hate there's little difference,

and from each other they wish for deliverance,

But they are twins of the same seed, 

with the same wants, and the same need,

of my very attention,

that form these different dimension,

as the time ticks away on my life's clock,

I try to solve my very paradox,

But even through the eye of logic,

What heals my soul is also toxic.

Fuck You

Dear Yourself,

I been waiting, and waiting, and waiting, but am tired of waiting. You should have saved my life, but you will say I did not know how to save your life, BULLSHIT, you simply did not care to,  You forget how I sucked in your sorrow even though I have my own pain to deal with, yet I still took yours, so you could live, and be a little more happy in your times of pain, but I guess that never mattered, so let's forget that ever took place. To be honest, You write this to yourself as if it will change your way of thinking, how you feel, or view everything, yet nothing will change, because as much as you hate it, you're in love with sorrow, and you can't see a world without her, even though you know it be better for your well being, and you will one day find this place, I hope, but guess what? You have to make it come, because your not just going to wake up one day, and everything will be better, but you have to change, and the change starts with you. Now go wash the blood off your soul, and ask people, "what should I do to change, what do you see wring with me?' and maybe, just maybe an answer shall one day come!!!!

Love,

yourself,

VPK

The Difference Between You, and I

Is I never turned my back on a friend!!!! Remember That!!!!

bored

I know of a lady,

Whose heart saw everything in gold,

But she was never once told,

The ways of the opposite,

No one ever told her,

love is filled with heart break,

so she lived the lie of the dream,

and meant a man at age fifteen,

a liar of everything,

and told her what her heart,

wanted to hear, and believe,

To get from her,

What he would need,

The fruit of her virginity,

After that he would leave,

without a word,

Now all she does is grieve,

With a heart filled,

with heart breaks swords,

and his life is filled,

with nothing, but rewards,

Why do men so wicked,

Never get convicted,

of this crime,

but women face judgement,

all the time?

This is just another reason,

The world will always,

be uneven

I Am Going To Hell

I am going to Hell,

That's how the story ends,

That my lips will tell,

I try to live not so wrong,

But this road to heaven,

the journey is just to long,

My mind has become too weary,

From my broken heart,

That waits for you to come bury,

The dreams of heaven in me,

so I may finally be set,

Free,

Every conversation we speak,

Your words of inspiration,

Grow ever soul weak,

As my ears grow,

Hard of hearing,

and all is so tiring,

But really am just a person,

Confused,

by the beautiful lies of the flute,

As I eat this fruit,

That opened my eyes,

To this world of Truth and lies.

If I, You Want To Judge

If I, you want to judge,

Then I will give you my shoes,

and you can walk through my abuse,

you can walk, and see my views,

You can walk any path you choose,

If I, you want to judge,

I promise to hold no grudge,

once you lived a week of my life,

but until that day comes to pass,

your sight only sees,

the reflection in the looking glass,

If I, you want to judge,

You must be blind.

 of any love or  hatred,

of me you might have had!!!!

9:48

Does the fruit taste,

more sweeter,

Now that the bitterness,

is gone?

are the flowers,

more beautiful,

and is the grass,

any greener in your lawn?

is the sky,

more clearer,

with no clouds,

in sight?

has everything,

that was wrong,

for you,

now become right?

is there no longer,

any lies,
you can behold?
But the truth,
Is the saddest,
story told!!!!

People Are Funny!!!!

Dear those of you that will read this blog,

I find people of the world to be funny, but not in a haha way, but in a they are hypocrites type of way. You see people of this world will get upset if someone says anything against their race, beliefs, or anything for that matter, yet these same people getting upset will use the word faggot, or say fag nearly every time they speak as if it's not a disrespectful word against people that prefer to have relationships with people of the same sex; What  hypocrites people are!!!! You sit there, and say you fight for human equality, yet you fight against people that want human equity. People are different, and are allowed to be that way; If we were all the same we just be ants, or some kind of bug that are all identical in form, but guess what were not bugs were humans, and come in all different sizes, shapes, colours, and so on, so stop using words to target people in a negative way, because they are different from you!!!!

In other words: Words are hurtful, and they are even more hurtful when they are disrespecting someone for being different, so stop using them as a knife to cut people, because sooner, or later it will come back to you, and you will feel what you put people through, so grow up, and stop your bullshit!!!!

Thank you for your time,
Your Friend,
VPK