the Wednesday morning blog

Dear my readers,

it is 5:43 in the morning, and I have lots of things running in my thoughts right now,

The riots in England are really bad, but I don't want to talk about the riots, but how the people have come together to help those who were victims, clean up and rebuild the cities, it is amazing when people come together in such a manner in a good way, it is great to see people in the world still care about their fellow human, but it is sad that it sometimes takes hell to see this

I hate when I say something like "I support equal rights for gay people, women, and equality for all people" and someone in a getting smart type way has the nerve to say something like "well what about people such as rapist" just to be an asshole, because they don't agree with me, or just to do it, like I mean come comparing the two is like comparing a ocean to a blackberry phone, they have nothing to do with each other, and how can someone even ask that question, I mean if you don't agree with me fine, say you don't but don't try to make a case that if I support equity I have to support wickedness

you know something that bothers me, when someone says not to worry about them, when something happens, or they are going through bad times, like do they really think I can easily just not worry about them, because they said not to? sorry it is not that easy, and forgive me for caring, I thought caring was a good thing, but I guess I live in a different world

but

maybe I do live in a different world, I feel so uncomfortable among other people sometimes, that I rather not be around people most times, I am honestly more fine being around three, or four people than being around lots of people, and I always feel weird in front of lots of people, sometimes I even feel uneasy around the three, or four, this is a problem when let's say I go out to eat, because I feel like everyone is watching me, as if I am a film, or something, when in reality, no one is watching me, well maybe a few, but not the whole damn place.

haha that reminded me of what Michael McIntyre said about how eating at the cinema is the only place you can eat, and not have to worry about things like that

here is a clip of him, as I will leave you with that, so maybe you leave this post wiht a smile:)


that is all for now, until next post,
I love you all deeply
your friend
vpk

p.s when I first named this post I said Tuesday instead of Wednesday, and even tweeted it that way, someone needs a calendar xD