Dear my lovely readers,
so today I went to see a counselor, and everything worked out better than I thought, he asked me lots of questions, like, if I ever tried to kill my self, and I told him no, but did plan to do it one time, but won't do it any more, and told him that I want to die sometimes, but don't want to die, and how I go from being happy to sad to happy to sad real fast, and he told me that is normal, I think this was a good idea to do, and best of all he set me up with a follow up appoint met with a psychologist that is a female, and that makes me happy sicne I feel more comfortably talking to females about this.
I finished the perks of being a wallflower last night, and it felt weird, because I love the book, but was sad when it ended, like I wanted more, I want to know what happened to Charlie, and everything, I want to read more of his letters, and the odd thing is, the book is not based on a true story, but felt that way, I guess books do that to you, you become the story, that is one of the many reasons, books to me will always be better than films. speaking of which, I was going to read the catcher, but now am going to read chamber of secrets, as advised by a friend to do so, so I will start that tonight.
When I was waiting to be picked up, at the doctors, I started to watch the rain, and I thought to me self, does anyone really watch the rain?, the rain is weird, because no one really wants it, but everyone needs it
well that is all for now, until next post, I love you all deeply, and thank you for taking time to read this,
love, your friend,
vic
p.s I really hope you all like the new look, and name of the blog:)
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