Being A Drug Dealer Is Lonely

Dear the people that will read this,



Years ago, When I use to spend my days smoking pot I was very lonely as I am now, but back in those days I would spend lots of my time with a close friend of mine, and he was a major drug dealer, and pretty much the opposite of myself, because while very few people know of me everyone knows of him, and most people I know (in life outside the internet) only know of me, because of him, but none the less we were close, and still are, so anyway one day I said to him it must feel pretty good to have everyone like you, because just like now I felt alone back then too, and he looked at me, and said "people don't like me they only like me, because I have what they want, drugs, otherwise I never see them, and the love a drug dealer feels is false" So I guess if you have what people want they all love you, but only for pretend, and very little love is ever real in this cold world, and now as it didn't make much sense back, then, but today I am pretty happy with the few friends I have, and never want to be a part of a big crowd, but know this: my love I have for everyone is as real as ones feelings; which are the only thing real with yourself!!!! None the less even if I only belong with those of rejected society am happy with who I am, and will live life until my days come to a close!!!!

That is all for now,
Love,
Your friend,
VP.K