Dear my lovely readers,
Today, I had another appointment with my psychologist, and therapist, but not much was talked about, because I have gone back into the mode were I don't feel like talking to anyone about things like this, because I am back to feeling as if I really can't trust anyone to talk to them. so this is going to be hard again, when she kept asking me what was wrong, I simply said I was tired, because I did not feel like talking to her, it was the same with the therapist. Honestly I think I am going to go back to when I use to hide everything from everyone, and fool the world into thinking I am OK.
She did give me sleeping pills, and told me to take one at night, because they want to monitor my sleeping pattern, and I did find out they can't do guitar classes yet, which is epic wack. all in all just seemed like a waste of time to even go today.
I hope I find it in me to talk openly with them again, but I think it is going to take some time, if I even want to open up to them.
that is all for now,
thank you for reading this,
love, your friend,
VPK
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