things I wonder

Dear my readers,

so sometimes I wonder about weird things, and maybe to some they are stupid, but then again this is my blog, so deal with it xD

1. why do we get old, and die?

if cells are programmed to regenerate new ones after the old ones die, then why does this stop, and why do we get old for that matter? now perhaps nature knows if no one died of old age there would be a good chance people live hundreds of years, and the earth simply is not big enough for that, but there is no proof anything happens in nature for reason like that, so why is it five year old jimmy will one day be 100 year old jim, and then die?

2.when I say I hate how people judge me, and they are judgemental I'm I judging them, and being a hypocrite?

when someone says how stupid I am, it upsets me, and I feel they are judging me, and they are judgemental, but maybe the truth is I too am being judgemental for judging them for judging me. perhaps in reality we are all judgeful of others, but it just seems like other people do it more than others.


3.were humans good, or evil first?
now religiously speaking the answer is good, because you know the whole story, but I am talking out of religious context, so I wonder why were humans good, or evil first? like did the first man have wicked intentions, and learned to be good, or was he good, and learned to be evil?

4.does anything exist if I don't know, think, go, hear, or hear about it?

in the universe, reality is seen as what is real, but in philosophy reality is not away what it seems to be, and everything is in question, so with that said I had a thought while driving home today, and looking out the windows at cows, did those cows exist before I seen them, and while I am gone does my home city exist, like maybe nothing exist what so ever, but what is around us, and f what we think about, you can say oh vic I think you smoked too much weed in your life, but maybe you need to think outside the box once in a while.

5. how many wars go on behind closed doors?

the world is so lovely, but how true is that, you see there are wars going on, no I;m not talking about wars between this country, and that country, but I mean between friends, and families, like a friend might be in war with another friend, and sometimes these are sneak wars, and one of the people does not even know he, or she is in the war

many of you reading this blog post probably think this whole post was stupid, but many of you think any thing I do is stupid xD

thank you for reading,
love, your friend
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