I am a prisoner to my own thoughts, and I find myself asking if this is right, or wrong, and I don't know if am walking in YahWeh's light, or a slave to Satan's darkness, and find myself questioning weather am free from the wickedness that once was a cancer to my mind, or if am living free from it all. I don't know if am a person of wisdom like I wish, or just a fool that thinks he is wise but with all the problems, and thoughts that go through my head on a daily bases I know you are with me, and always will be, but I find myself needing you more than ever, so I ask for Wisdom, Knowledge and understanding rather than money.
It is clear that wisdom is worth more than any stone, or metal and knowledge is what is best to build a solid foundation on, and having understanding means to love people no matter how different they are, no matter if you agree with how they live their life, and to forgive people when it is not the easiest thing to do, and all wisdom, knowledge and understanding that is correct comes from your blessing, and that in which it does not is the false lies of the devil which blinds the eyes, and we sometimes don't even see that we are blind, but rather we think are sight is divine.
I do not cast stones against anyone, but I do cast stones against myself. because I know of all my flows, and my flows have caused me to lose friends in the past, and I wish I could make peace with those people, and ask that you give me the chance to do so, but for the longest of times I was not at peace with my own self, and the only thing I really wanted was for death to lay her kiss upon me, and escape from hell, but now I want life, and to spread love, and to help those that might think like I did, and are prisoners to their own thoughts, like I was, and tell this day I still am at times.
To all my atheist brothers, and sisters I know we don't agree on the whole God thing as I feel as God exist, but you don't, but don't think for one seconded that I don't love you, and I pray for you not in a negative way as to sound like am better, but in a positive way with love being the motivation and no matter what you can turn to me, and I will be there for you my friend!!!!
The reason for that is, because the person in which I try to live like, even though it is not the easiest thing to do, has taught me to love, and I know he would love you, because his heart is pure, and his example is what I try to live by.
I know this blog post was weird, and am sorry for that,
I hope The Holy Most High blesses you over, and over again, and fills your hearts with The Holy Spirit
I love you all deeply,
your friend,
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