you don't matter

Maybe am just naive,

to your words I don't believe,

because even that which is concrete,

can be broke, and left obsolete,

So when you tell me those three words,

you can feed that lie to the birds,

as my happiness you will suck,

away from my soul that you stuck,

with your most wicked dagger,

and my heart you shatter,

with three different words, you don't matter

World At Risk

War is ugly in every essence,

As the poor are given their death sentence,

by the rich elite class,

that move victims in mass,

numbers for their own benefit,

getting richer by the blood of the innocent,

Because the number on the death toll,

does not matter, as long as they keep control,

of the county's power, and  population,

by methods of lies, and manipulation,

telling the people you're doing this to be free,

but really only do it for their love of money,

as they could all care less,

about the left over mess,

from the hells of war,

as the cries of the dead they ignore,

but no matter how many tears are wept,

as long as the power is kept,

in the hands of the murderous swine,

the story shall be the same every single time.

I Was Told...

Dear my lovely readers,

I hope all is well, and you are in peace!!!!

I was told by someone, one time, to not let my feelings control my life, and manipulate the person I am, because you know, I could become a person I would not want to be, or a person I don't like; kind of like the way it is anyway, so I guess am to no longer let them control my life, yeah, because that is an easy task just to ignore your feelings. I mean that's like telling me not to have any thoughts, and I have more thoughts than there are people of this world, or any world for that matter.


In other news that does not matter, but I will talk about anyway, because in some realities this news might matter, Argo won best picture of the year award; which is fine except for one factor: Argo was not that good of a film. I mean I was bored out my mind the whole time I was watching this film. Les miserables should have won film of the year, but I guess what I think does not matter, but only what the voters of this award think is what matters, and am not a voter for this award show called The Oscars....

Also I realized that the number zero matters most of all the numbers in the Universe, because with out zero no other number could exist, so instead of thinking of the Mayans as some people that had a calendar in which people wrongfully thought predicted the end of the world (which was wrong, not because the date was wrong, but the date the Mayans said the world was going to end is actually well after that December date) but we should see them as the people that invented the number zero, perhaps one of the greatest attributes to human kind!!!!

Well I have not much more to bother the world that exist with for right now, because it is late, or early depending on where you rest your head, so I will show you an episode of a show I want to be on one day, Fun With Flags 

OK, that is all for now,

love,

your friend,

VPK

P.S That was form the T.V show, The BIg Bang Theory, which is the best show on T.V, so you should watch it, and also I found my camera; which was missing, but you did not know that, because I never told anyone it was missing, however now you know, so if you are able to travel back in time to a time before I wrote this blog you could go back in time, and tell me "vic, I hope you find your camera" and I would say "how did you know it was missing?" and you could say "I know everything, for I can see the future...." 

So I Decide Not To Be Sad Today

I wake up  early in the morning,

I have a cup of tea,

and hope today is the beginning,

of me being somebody,

and no longer seeing myself as nothing,

go, and find me a wife,

and move on from all the heart breaks in life,

start a family, and have lots of kids,

but first these ill feelings I have to get rid,

leave the past in the past,

where it all belongs,

cure my mind of all its wrongs,

and only live by what's right,

no longer see life in the dark,

but keep a vision of the light,

at the end of hard works tunnel,

and at the end it all shall pay off,

as the rain that was falls from the heavens,

That was so very heavy now feels soft,

and a smile is born upon my face,

as I take the first steps to get to this place,

life is no longer just a waste,

but a gift granted!!!!

Corny....

My Love,

For You,

Is like,

The Sun,

It Rises.

Every single 

Day!!!!

More Of Nothing That is Something

Half the water has leaked,

out of my glass,

From the spell that you cast,

And this makes me piqued,

Because I can't break your hold,

and all I know is this world is too cold,

and I want to be warm,

as I transform.

My wish is to self accept,

myself in every aspect.

Fish For A Thought

Sitting here, waiting for forever to pass,

So I fill up my drinking glass,

with more liquor,

to make these days go quicker,

mixed with the pills they prescribe,

to erase all the bad vibes,

created by my mind's torture,

of my own order,

From the kingdom of my conscious,

the world becomes obnoxious,

and from hell comes my anxiety,

That makes me reject this wicked society,

That I created blindly,

But of this love, and hate there's little difference,

and from each other they wish for deliverance,

But they are twins of the same seed, 

with the same wants, and the same need,

of my very attention,

that form these different dimension,

as the time ticks away on my life's clock,

I try to solve my very paradox,

But even through the eye of logic,

What heals my soul is also toxic.