Fuck You

Dear Yourself,

I been waiting, and waiting, and waiting, but am tired of waiting. You should have saved my life, but you will say I did not know how to save your life, BULLSHIT, you simply did not care to,  You forget how I sucked in your sorrow even though I have my own pain to deal with, yet I still took yours, so you could live, and be a little more happy in your times of pain, but I guess that never mattered, so let's forget that ever took place. To be honest, You write this to yourself as if it will change your way of thinking, how you feel, or view everything, yet nothing will change, because as much as you hate it, you're in love with sorrow, and you can't see a world without her, even though you know it be better for your well being, and you will one day find this place, I hope, but guess what? You have to make it come, because your not just going to wake up one day, and everything will be better, but you have to change, and the change starts with you. Now go wash the blood off your soul, and ask people, "what should I do to change, what do you see wring with me?' and maybe, just maybe an answer shall one day come!!!!

Love,

yourself,

VPK

The Difference Between You, and I

Is I never turned my back on a friend!!!! Remember That!!!!

bored

I know of a lady,

Whose heart saw everything in gold,

But she was never once told,

The ways of the opposite,

No one ever told her,

love is filled with heart break,

so she lived the lie of the dream,

and meant a man at age fifteen,

a liar of everything,

and told her what her heart,

wanted to hear, and believe,

To get from her,

What he would need,

The fruit of her virginity,

After that he would leave,

without a word,

Now all she does is grieve,

With a heart filled,

with heart breaks swords,

and his life is filled,

with nothing, but rewards,

Why do men so wicked,

Never get convicted,

of this crime,

but women face judgement,

all the time?

This is just another reason,

The world will always,

be uneven

I Am Going To Hell

I am going to Hell,

That's how the story ends,

That my lips will tell,

I try to live not so wrong,

But this road to heaven,

the journey is just to long,

My mind has become too weary,

From my broken heart,

That waits for you to come bury,

The dreams of heaven in me,

so I may finally be set,

Free,

Every conversation we speak,

Your words of inspiration,

Grow ever soul weak,

As my ears grow,

Hard of hearing,

and all is so tiring,

But really am just a person,

Confused,

by the beautiful lies of the flute,

As I eat this fruit,

That opened my eyes,

To this world of Truth and lies.

If I, You Want To Judge

If I, you want to judge,

Then I will give you my shoes,

and you can walk through my abuse,

you can walk, and see my views,

You can walk any path you choose,

If I, you want to judge,

I promise to hold no grudge,

once you lived a week of my life,

but until that day comes to pass,

your sight only sees,

the reflection in the looking glass,

If I, you want to judge,

You must be blind.

 of any love or  hatred,

of me you might have had!!!!

9:48

Does the fruit taste,

more sweeter,

Now that the bitterness,

is gone?

are the flowers,

more beautiful,

and is the grass,

any greener in your lawn?

is the sky,

more clearer,

with no clouds,

in sight?

has everything,

that was wrong,

for you,

now become right?

is there no longer,

any lies,
you can behold?
But the truth,
Is the saddest,
story told!!!!

People Are Funny!!!!

Dear those of you that will read this blog,

I find people of the world to be funny, but not in a haha way, but in a they are hypocrites type of way. You see people of this world will get upset if someone says anything against their race, beliefs, or anything for that matter, yet these same people getting upset will use the word faggot, or say fag nearly every time they speak as if it's not a disrespectful word against people that prefer to have relationships with people of the same sex; What  hypocrites people are!!!! You sit there, and say you fight for human equality, yet you fight against people that want human equity. People are different, and are allowed to be that way; If we were all the same we just be ants, or some kind of bug that are all identical in form, but guess what were not bugs were humans, and come in all different sizes, shapes, colours, and so on, so stop using words to target people in a negative way, because they are different from you!!!!

In other words: Words are hurtful, and they are even more hurtful when they are disrespecting someone for being different, so stop using them as a knife to cut people, because sooner, or later it will come back to you, and you will feel what you put people through, so grow up, and stop your bullshit!!!!

Thank you for your time,
Your Friend,
VPK