in my heart, lies the person I regret,
comfortability to the ways of my pain,
waiting for there enjoys, but hating,
who I am, you never see,
broken parted hearts of me,
cover up your eyes with the sun,
of a person worth dying for,
but even that one day too will die,
and I will no longer have to lie,
in the beds of my joy, my agony
Wednesday, May 23, 2012
Tuesday, May 22, 2012
the fact of the matter is
I find glorification in all my pain, because without pain I do not know how to live :(
tired
All my dreams are broken,
shards of glass that cut my feet,
and bleed the reality of truth,
there is no denying,
the what could have been days are gone,
and only regrets of living in this wasted town,
fills my heart, and corrupts my eyes,
as my soul searches for your promise land,
it falls empty to understand,
you.
shards of glass that cut my feet,
and bleed the reality of truth,
there is no denying,
the what could have been days are gone,
and only regrets of living in this wasted town,
fills my heart, and corrupts my eyes,
as my soul searches for your promise land,
it falls empty to understand,
you.
quick update
Dear my lovely readers,
I hope all of you are doing well, and everything is growing greatly for you. I have been in the hospital (again) for these last few days, but as I type this I feel good, however there was two deaths in my family my grandfather, and uncle both passed away a few days a part. so all the news is not good.
Today was the last episode of House: the best show of all time based on medical issues, and I mean all shows, dramas, comedies and romances, and I just want you to know if you never watched the show you missed a great TV show, and should find it on-line, and watch it from the belonging to ending.
I hope all of you are doing well, and everything is growing greatly for you. I have been in the hospital (again) for these last few days, but as I type this I feel good, however there was two deaths in my family my grandfather, and uncle both passed away a few days a part. so all the news is not good.
R.I.P Grandpa Louie
Today was the last episode of House: the best show of all time based on medical issues, and I mean all shows, dramas, comedies and romances, and I just want you to know if you never watched the show you missed a great TV show, and should find it on-line, and watch it from the belonging to ending.
house in real life is British, but you would not knnow that based on the accent
that is all for now, I hope everything continues to grow great for you, and if not I hope they start to become that way,
love,VPK
Tuesday, May 8, 2012
random thought
Dear my lovely readers,
one thing we as people do is want the worst to happen to people we for some reason do not like. we will always think about negative things happening to them, but the truth in that is none of your own thoughts can hurt anyone, but you, and when ever we have those type of thoughts about other people we only end up hurting are selves by bring up the reasons why we do not like a certain person, so instead of wanting the worst to happen to people let's start only wanting good things to come their way, because it will make you feel better. listen anything bad that could happen to someone you don't like will not benefit you, and why spend your energy, and thoughts on negativity when being positive is much more rewarding.
life is too short to hate one another, so keep the hate weak, and the love strong.
if you're for some reason wondering why am thinking this way, well, because eI wasted too much time being sad, and I had to change. lots of things are going to be changing for me, and this is just the first step towards being a better person
thank you for your time,
I have to go to bed now since it is like 6:15 in the A.M
I love you all deeply.
and wish every single person that I have ever known happiness, and may great things come your way,
love,
VPK
one thing we as people do is want the worst to happen to people we for some reason do not like. we will always think about negative things happening to them, but the truth in that is none of your own thoughts can hurt anyone, but you, and when ever we have those type of thoughts about other people we only end up hurting are selves by bring up the reasons why we do not like a certain person, so instead of wanting the worst to happen to people let's start only wanting good things to come their way, because it will make you feel better. listen anything bad that could happen to someone you don't like will not benefit you, and why spend your energy, and thoughts on negativity when being positive is much more rewarding.
life is too short to hate one another, so keep the hate weak, and the love strong.
if you're for some reason wondering why am thinking this way, well, because eI wasted too much time being sad, and I had to change. lots of things are going to be changing for me, and this is just the first step towards being a better person
thank you for your time,
I have to go to bed now since it is like 6:15 in the A.M
I love you all deeply.
and wish every single person that I have ever known happiness, and may great things come your way,
love,
VPK
Monday, May 7, 2012
May, 7th
Don't let the weather ruin your day,
Listen to the Rain,
and the beautiful song she sings!!!!
Listen to the Rain,
and the beautiful song she sings!!!!
the secret
Dear my lovely readers,
Greetings readers of this blog, I hope all is well with you, and they continue to be that way, and if they are not going so great, I hope they improve for the better.
as I sit here in the now between my past that is dead (for the most part, because it has already happened), and my future that has yet to be born, I ponder on a simple question: am I sad, because I only think that way, and I only think sorrowful things will happen to me, such as broken friendships, sickness, family issues, and so on? well to answer the question, yes, because that is the only way I think for the most part, and now I don't, for the most part, think that way too much any more, because that is wasted thought, and I have little time for wasted thought seeing how life is only a fraction of a second on the scale of the universe's time line.
a few months back I was given a book on CD, by a wonderful angel, and I have to say this helps me a lot to think more positive than negative, now am not a fan of self help books, but this one really helped me, and if you ever see it as a book, or CD I think you should pick it up:)
that is all for now, I love you all deeply,
your friend,
VPK
P.S
I hate the new way that bloggr is, I wish it go back to the old way, why do these website always want to change what is not broken? lol
Greetings readers of this blog, I hope all is well with you, and they continue to be that way, and if they are not going so great, I hope they improve for the better.
as I sit here in the now between my past that is dead (for the most part, because it has already happened), and my future that has yet to be born, I ponder on a simple question: am I sad, because I only think that way, and I only think sorrowful things will happen to me, such as broken friendships, sickness, family issues, and so on? well to answer the question, yes, because that is the only way I think for the most part, and now I don't, for the most part, think that way too much any more, because that is wasted thought, and I have little time for wasted thought seeing how life is only a fraction of a second on the scale of the universe's time line.
a few months back I was given a book on CD, by a wonderful angel, and I have to say this helps me a lot to think more positive than negative, now am not a fan of self help books, but this one really helped me, and if you ever see it as a book, or CD I think you should pick it up:)
that is all for now, I love you all deeply,
your friend,
VPK
P.S
I hate the new way that bloggr is, I wish it go back to the old way, why do these website always want to change what is not broken? lol
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