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I can write all this poetry;
but not a soul will listen;
to my words, that are written;
so the meaning goes empty;
and my mind is driven deeper;
into the arms of the crypt keeper;
it does not matter how many times;
I tell people what's wrong;
they are deaf to my words;
some even pretend that they care;
but that is just fiction;
all I want is for someone to listen;
and not leave me feeling it was a waste;
to tell them all this poem;
your eyes have just read!

yes, now I can see,
the entire chain reaction,
like a show on the television,
all the birds of the flock,
eat the bread crumbs,
from your filthy hands,
feeding off your poison,
becoming the living dead,
you are like the hero,
that people celebrate,
who is a murderer,
behind closed gates.
now the question becomes,
when will you turn your gun,
on these lovely birds?
and leave your bullets,
inside each of them.

puppet master

out of your neck is strings,
that hook up to a set of hands,
you move as they swing,
living by their commends,

you say, not me, I am free,
but the reality is actually,
your a tract, part of an act,
living by what they say, each and ever day,

do not think you are alone,
no one really thinks on their own,
but in some way, shape or form,
everyone is a puppet, it's the norm,

your wants, and needs, your greeds,
your goal, even what drives your soul,
is linked to the strand, held by the hand,
of the puppeteer, so I hope it is clear,

no one is free,
not you, nor me,
so open your eyes,
to the I'm free lies,

Heaven and Hell on earth

Dear my lovely readers,

I am sitting here, and thinking, and I realized what Heaven, nirvana, eden, shangri-la, etc etc, really is. Heaven is simply a freedom, a freedom from all the things in life we wish did not exist, war, crime, hate, sickness, famine, etc. Think about if the earth had those, we live in bliss, but since the earth will always have those the term heaven on earth is in reality not existent, therefore peace in life is not 100% attainable, and we should just try to make life as peaceful as possible,


and

since there is ways to make peace at least some what attainable, hell on earth is also non existent, because unlike heaven which is free from all the things mentioned above, hell is nothing but those things, but with out any type of peace, so maybe you are like well life is hell, and for the most part that is true, but the difference is hell on earth allows the light of a kind of peace to shine, but hell simply is just darkness.

That is also the bases for most Religions, to give people the feeling that them trying to be peaceful, and good (by the definition of either their religion, the people around them, or another way of thinking) in a world that simply is built not to be good, and is more like hell than heaven, they will be rewarded, and they shall live in an after life in paradise.

that is all for now,
thank you for your time,

I love you all like daisies love the rain,
your friend
VPK

randomness

Dear my lovely readers,

so my time sleeping pattern has become messed up, and I have been falling asleep at like 10, or 11 and waking up at between 1-and 3 in the A.M


while I was sleeping tonight I had a few weird dreams. In my dream I was laying on my bed, and then my mouth opened, and out of my mouth came myself. I have no idea
what this means, but it was weird. I then woke up, and had a random one about eating chapstick which is weird, because I use to eat chapstick when I was a young Vic, because the olders told me you could eat it, but I did not know they were joking xD


it has been raining a lot today, and when it is raining out and there is lighting and thunder it is one of my favorite things to listen to, and for no reason really. The world of the dead must be over crowed I mean think about all the people who have died since there came to be the human being.

Today, well yesterday I watched the movie friends with benefits, and it was a good film, comedy wish it was about an 8 out 10, The actor/actress get a 8.3 (I have to say Justin is a decent actor, I enjoyed this and bad teacher, maybe I will watch the facebook movie later) the plot was a 7.7, so I guess the film was about an 8

speaking of watching things, I have been watching the show the Big Bang Theory, and this show is epic funny, and now I watch it everyday as part of my daily routine, which I don't have, unless you count watching the big bang theory, and taking insulin, and the things you do everyday like showering, and eating xD

don't know the point of any of this non sense, but yeah I am sure there is one, and I am sure in time I will see what it was, but right now my thoughts are just all over the world, so I will leave you with that. I hope all your lives stay positive, and you stay happy, and if you are not happy I hope you become happy

I love you all deeply,
your friend
VPK


P.s twizzlers are amazing, but it has to be pull and peel in order for it to be the best

I have learned

that everything is just

here I am,
in my dark mind,
existing in a world,
of dead dreams,
everything is looking
so lovely, and gleam,
but the dark eclipses,
all that is seen,
and the grim reapers,
whispers in my ears,
come victor,
has it not become clear?
you want me, my dear,
but even in this dark,
you can't have my love,
your time is not now,
the earth is not ready,
for the return of your blood,
so,you, will either,
find peace, or die,
while you live