never lay me down,
in some flower bed
but rather leave me,
to die here instead
everything that I know,
all seems delusive
and the reasons I live,
are only excuses,
of the scars,
that were cut too deep,
into my soul,
I only want to,
be among those,
that don't live,
the ones called, dead,
were I can be accepted,
I want to be the children,
of the flies first meal,
I want to exist at the point,
were this body is worthless,
and kept prisoner under
the earth's surface,
and I am nothing more
than a soul, that roams
the earth, in peace.

Beautiful Rays of Light

your beautiful rays of light,
stand so bright and illuminants,
the dark sky of my spirit's,
most painful nights grief,
brighter than the goddess Venus,
and the light of Sirius,
your eyes are as radiant,
as the shine of sunlight,
your smile, so dazzling,
its allure is never obscure,
the mighty beauty of Anwar,
shines so breath taking,
like the stars of heaven's,
everlasting light <3

The Ugly Truth

No Matter Who You Are, No Matter What You think, We Are All A




Puppet
in some way, shape or form

And you're only fooling your self when you say you're not

enemies of the same blood

my mind you poisoned,
making me want death,
what is the meaning?
to this pointless feud,

I sat, and watched,
you use the dagger,
stabbing each others backs,
until you pitifully stagger,

never blaming yourself,
and seeing the wrong,
of your nonsense stupidity,
I am trying to be validity,
to show you this insanity,

you are not of the same feather
but you do have giant egos.
and you are not willing,
to chop your wings,

instead, you rather it die,
not even willing to try,
not even close to a family,
just enemies of the same blood

Your Glory Is Bliss!

"I'll keep on tryin' till my day is done"

My mind goes through a personal
inferno, as if I am already in hell's
dark eternal burning furnace,
making me feel lost and worthless,
but the word lifts me out of the flame,
and my mind set changes with a new aim,
as it was written in scripture,
I now have a clear pitcher,
that is painted in mentally,
that all this hard work will eventually,
pay off, and you shall lift my soul,
out of this dark sorrowful,
black hole, with your mighty hands,
and take me out of the strands,
of this negative pit,
and all this pain I will forget,
as you are what get',
me though the pollution,
all the days of my life's story,
hoping to live in your glory,
even past my life's conclusion♥


this is an epigraph of the song below, which is my favourite one of the year



I am trying to improve on writing epigraphs, which I never write, so please give feedback:)

beautiful peach

so beautiful is the peach,
with a taste so unique,
my mouth dreams of the sensational
taste, the sweet fruit dances
on my lips, so splendid,
I close my eyes as my tongue
experiences a love so resplendent,
the juices so pleasant,
I swallow its magnificent
wonder, as each bite is
like a glorious pleasure,
of the beautiful peach!

I hear the whispers,
of the on coming wind,
through my facial whiskers,
trying to create a bind,
but one I can nit find,
so I keep on walking,
past the point of blisters,
stoping once in a while talking,
to the passers passing by,
who want to have a talk with I,
we look ar one another,
and say we are differ from each other,
but maybe you are a little like me,
or is it I am a lot like you?
either way it is not hard to see,
we are the same it's true.