winter ghost

Dear my lovely readers,

my head is in pain, and these meds are working as good as bush when he was "leader of the free world" so I;m going to blog, hehe


the fall is coming, and that means so too is winter, and for some reason I'm looking forward to the snow this year, now there exist no gurantee it will snow, because we have had crazy winters were it does not snow, one winter it did not even snow, and was in the 70's people were even wearing shorts, and not hoodies, but speaking of which, hoodies are the main reason I like the fall, and winter, because I get to wear them all the time.

one thing I don't get about snow, is snow flakes, and when people say "no two snow flakes look a like" like how can that even be proven? like in order for that theory to be proven someone would some how have to see every single snow flake in the world, and sorry but no one is doing that, and if they are, they could try to idk find something better to prove is true, like if ghost exist (they do, my old house is haunted)

by the way, this is what a snowflake looks like up close, very beautiful if you ask me:)


I miss my old house though, I miss staring out my window at night when I was really young, and looking into the empty world, seen the few cars that passed by, and the random items such as a nurger king cup gly by in the street, wondering what ever became of that cup, and even making up stories of the cups life (yup I always been weird xD)

well until bext time,

I love you all like a flower loves the sunlight♥
take care my friends,
your friend
vic

pescatarian, and other things

Dear my lovely readers,

so it has been a few months since I became a vegetarian(technically a pescatarian), and I find it to be pretty easy not to eat meat now, when I first started it was hard, because it seemed as if everything had meat in it, but finding things with out meat is easy, and even ordering out is easy, because you can get most of everything with no meat. I think being able to eat sea food is a big help too. in case you are wondering why I became one, well the main reason is, because animals are poorly treated by the people that turn them into meat aka slaughter houses, and it is healthier

I guess I should update you on how my depression is going, and well it is going ok, I have not been sad for a while, so I guess everything is working:)

9/11 is coming up, and as you know this is a big day in the states, because what happened, when it happened I was in grade school, and my final year of grade school. lot of things changed since that day, most for the bad, and since then the U.S has been in a "war" to end terrorism even though most people would say they "the united states government" is the biggest terrorist in the world, and I "victor kugler" would agree with them, however the day is not about the wickedness of the government, any form of terrorism, or anything like that, but about the victims, and the people who tried to save them.

Finally I have found the last season of Inyuyasha, an anime, so I can finally see what happens in the story, I watched every episode, but then it ended with out any conclusion to the story, but I found it, by accident, and now will see what happens, but it is in sub titles though, but that's ok, I like reading:)

that is all for now,

I love you all deeply,

Eating chips

Dear my lovely readers,

so yesterday I received the news my sister is pregnant with her fourth child, and the news makes me happy, but at the same time concerned since it is so close to her last child she had, but that news was over taken by other news,

The news my grandparents have to move from their home after 40 years has got everyone upset. now (in case) you were wondering "why did they just not buy a house, or that house?" well they were going to buy it in the 90's, my grandfather was best friend with the owner, and he was going to sell it to him, but then sadly he got alzheimer, and passed away. His wife sold the house to someone else, whom owns two other houses, but is now selling them. and moving into the house my grandparents currently live in. We have not told them yet, and this news might be too much for them to handle, but
of course my family is doing what they do best with each other, fighting instead of coming together, and figuring out what is best to do with them -__-


I been trying to teach my self maths by reading my old text book, and reading lessons on line since maths is my weakest of all subjects, and I want to get a head start on it since it will be one of the classes I will be taking if I'm able to go back to college next semester. The reason I say "if I'm able too" is, because when I was there last time (last spring semester)is when I got sick, and had to stay in the hospital, but I got sick after the drop out date, so the whole time I was in the hospital, it was counting against me as missing days, and everything, so now I have to see if can go back. I think, because of what happened I have a legit reason why I missed, so I think they should let me go back in the spring. (please keep your fingers crossed)

oh by the way, since this blog was titled "eating chips" I should tell you I am not eating chips, but I'm in the mood for chips, and could not think of a title for this post xD. I just thought of something,

In America they think I mean,


but people from Europe, and probably the rest of the world think I mean


lol I mean chips, or fries as everyone calls them, but I would love some crisp too:D

that is all for now,

I hope everyone had/had a wonderful day, and your tomorrow is even better,

I love you all deeply

your friend
VPK

my dream yesterday/today

Dear my lovely readers,

so I had a dream yesterday/today, in the dream I was first at my grandparents's then all the sudden I was walking to the store, but the store I was going to was a store that closed down forver ago, and then all the sudden I was back at a place talking to a guy, and he said what I would say "capitalism doesn't work, socialism does" and I was like finally someone I talk to in agrees with me, but then the dream completely changed to me being stabbed in the back, but me knowing I was being stabbed in the back, and laughing about it, and saying "as if I expected any different, and as if I'm the first" but then it completely changed again, and it ended with me looking at a pitcher of lily allen, while listening to the fear



looking at the dream, I think if it has a meaning I know what it is

that is all for now,

I love you all deeply,
your friend,
vpk

do you not use products tested on animals?

so often I here people say " I will not use this hair spray, wear this shirt, etc etc if it is made with anything tested on animals" so they wear, or use products that say "not tested on animals"

but, how true is the statement, not tested on animals?

as true as as a lie can be,

what?

ok, let me explain to you how it works.

let's say they have a chemical they want to test on a rabbit, we will call it chemical K, well they do the test with chemical k until they get what they wants.

however,

knowing the backlash animal rights groups will give them if they find out there product contains things that were tested on animals, they change the name of chemocal k to redmars11,

why?

because technically redmars11 was not tested on animals, and they can legally put on their products "not tested on animals" and get away with it, even though redmars11 is the same as chemical k. it's bull I know, but that is how it works, and it is better for you to know the truth about "animal testing free products" than to be caught up in their lie

in conclusion, it sucks big time, for the people that are being lied to, and worst of all for the animals that suffer from all the testing:(

untitled-part 3-angry version

let us chop this tree
chop every thing we see
step on the flowers
the garden must die
leave all the animals
to become a meal of the fly
here there shall be no life
every root shall be a victim
of the blade of the knife
the fruits shall lay in rot
and everything else shall not
see the life of another day
this is a graveyard of dreams
a world of schemes
never to wake up from the sleep
fall into hell's deep
pits were none of these falsehoods
have, and never shall exist
but people burn for them
in lakes of fire they
are not able to swim
in, but gasp for air
while the axe chops the wood
giving the tree a cold star
the wood becomes the fires whore
it burns to ashes until it's no more
you are the tree, so is me
and everything that lives
always dies eventually

today at the doctor's

Dear my lovely readers,

so I went to the doctor's today, because as some of you know I get dizzy a lot, so I get there, and they take my blood pressure, and it was low, but it always is, and the doctor comes in, and asks me how many times a day do I eat, and I told her 2, sometimes 3, and wow she got upset, and yelled at me, she told me I need to eat, and that is why my blood sugar goes high, because my body resorts to eating its self, then she said I might have to go to the hospital to get an I.V of liquids, she even wanted them to put me in another type of hospital, so they can evaluate me. so now I have to get blood test for some reason,because of all this-__-

but,

the thing is, even when I do eat I am dizzy.

mood-frustrated, but happy

that is all for now,

I love you all deeply
your friend
vpk