maybe am dead with in
maybe its all a lie to me
maybe I have no self security
maybe in our feelings we can’t swim
maybe your words scorn
maybe your words heal
maybe life is not real
maybe I was not born
maybe the rose for the eye is a whore
maybe the beauty is in the thorn
maybe we should speak more
maybe we should never talk again
maybe this is how it ends
maybe a waiting for it to begin

I was once into dreaming

but now am not believing

suicide I wish I could commit

or get drunk and forget

all about reality

like is their hope for humanity?

people says I make no sense

all cuz am not talking about dollars and cents

I think am losing my mind

I can no long find

the reason to be happy anymore

I try to ignore

this pain

but this shit controls my brain

dear gov

you need to increase the fiber in your diet because your so full of shit with your lies

I love my country they go grape kool aid crazy, because are puppet I mean president is removing the troops from Iraq….right i won’t say anything about he is increasing the troops in Afghanistan, so unless you live in Afghanistan your lover, family member, or friend won’t be coming soon if they have time to serve

sigh I don’t know if i should give the wolf credit for fooling the sheep with his clothing, or just conclude the sheep are just dumb, deaf and blind

THINK ABOUT THIS

is the color red, red because it is red, or is it red, because we are taught it is red what if it was blue, or you are taught it is blue would you be wrong, or would the person who said it was red be wrong? who is right who is wrong? could both be correct and not correct? it’s nothing but a word

I realize why people fear suicide because it is the one law that if broke no Justice can be served we have laws so crimes are not committed and for the most part when a crime is committed justice punishes the criminals but with suicide that’s not the case the law has no power and we are left to ask why and the only answer is in the grave with the person who committed