life has been good

Dear my lovely readers,

sorry for not posting too much in my blog I will try to do so more :D
I hope everyone is doing well, and you are in peace. as far as I go my life has been good as I no longer get sad as much as I do, and the feeling is great, because as most people know being depressed sucks major arse

In other news: my sister is visiting from Florida. which is cool, because I only get to see her once a year, and I finally got to meet my niece after five years, and I already have her spoiled, like I take her with me to the store everyday, and buy her so much, because it's not like I can see her every week, but I only see her once a year, and idk that's wack, but am happy I can at least see her when I can. this is her photo :)

In even other news: today is the first game of the Vikings in the preseason which means one thing: The NFL season is almost here, and in case you do not know this: The NFL is better than any other sport in the universe, and the Minnesota Vikings are the best team ever. I don't care how bad the Vikings do during the season (although I rather have them do good, or great) I will always only be a Vikings fan, and like I hate when people like who ever is doing good that year, like hey so you know my name is vic, and I do not ride on the band wagon xD

That is all for now, I hope God continues to bless you with joy, and if not I pray that he does,
I love you all deeply,
your friend, VPK

my eyes are broken glass,

shattered underneath a mask,

covered in your sin,

a lust for your taste begins,

my heart wants to be pure,

but behind the poor,

is a closed coffin,

were they talk about riches often.

....

....

thoughts

Dear my lovely readers,

I hope everything is well for you, and you ar ein peace.

It's been a long time my friends, and things have been OK at best. been in the hospital a few times as always, but am not letting that hold me down from happiness. I went to church the last few weeks with my mum, because she likes to go, and she likes me to go with her, andI have to say I enjoyed it very much, and it made me think of how people help people, and how people have helped me. in particular this one lady.

A few years back I had to get these special eye drops from ECMC hospital, because they were sp potent no pharmacy would even try to make them, however the problem was ECMC hospital is in Buffalo, New York, and at the time I have never been to Buffalo on my own before, but hey I could easily do it, so the plan was to go by bus then from the bus stop take the city Bus to KFC, and from there walk the two blocks. Simple plan right....Vic read the directions wrong, and the KFC I had the city bus drop me off at was no where near ECMC hospital, so here I was a person on a city I never been to, lost, and oh my phone was dead too to add the cake mix, but anyhow I walked into KFC, and asked them how long ECMC was from here, and they said all the way across the city, but then this lady goes to me: "am going that way, so I can drop you off" now that might not seem like a big deal, but to me it was I mean she did not have to help me, she could have just ignored me, but instead she asked chose to help me, and I will never forget her.




The reward for helping people should not be money, fame, or any glory, but the reward for helping people is the feeling of joy you bring to those people in which you touch, so I say to each of you that take the time to read this blog to help one another, and do it with love.




that is all for now,
I love you all deeply,
your friend,
VPK

P.S

follow me on instagram @insomnivic

The Angry Bee that became the humble Butterfly

Dear my lovely readers, let me tell you a story

There was once an Angry Killer Bee 

who many bugs feared, because he was the baddest bug on the planet

The bee was a boxer, and would sting his way to the top

and everyone feared him, but then a new hope happened,

the bee lost a fight,

but the bee was still the same, and still the most feared

but then he want to prison, and the people hoped that would change him

but when he got out he was the same, and started to bite other bugs ears

he even said he eat their children

They did not even have :S

and people were sick of him, and thought he never change, 

but then one day,

the bee did not seem so angry any more,

and went from the angry bee that would sting you to the humble butterfly

That would nicely bring you honey for your tea, and stuff

and now most everyone loves him, because he is so humble

the butterfly's name, you ask?

well it was Mike Tyson

The END

so what was the point of this story that probably left lots of things about Tyson out you ask? the point is that even the worst people we view in life can change for the better, and the point is to let you know that if you ever feel there is someone in your life that needs to change, or you feel there are things you need to change never give up hope that they can, and that you can too. the thing you might want to change might be small, it might be big, but still everyone can change for the better, as long as you work at it.

I hope a few of you understand the point I was trying to make,

that is all for now,

love,

your friend,

VPK

Dear "you"

Dear "you",




It was good seeing you the other day ago. I remember we use to spend so much time together, however now we never really see each other, and it was good to see you, and spend time with you even if it was for a short time. Am happy you're finely with someone that makes you happy, because your last boyfriend only made you sad, and was not worth your time, because your special, and only deserve to be happy. you will always be my friend, and you will always be in my heart



love,
your friend,
VPK


P.S I hope your cats get along one day lol

I won't

keep you waiting for long, my friend

I will be with you very soon,

and sit with you until  the end,

of  December's moon,

no need for another,

to come with their false,

we only need each other,

they will only point to our faults,

and they will always mumble,

and keep their fingers pointed,

at our world that crumbles,

but they are all anointed,

with broken mirrors,

and in blood they crucify,

us in our errors,

but soon we will unify,

and this will be over,

and we will know what is life,

and from this be sober,

hand and hand my wife.