Father

Dear my father,

why did you not bother,

to be in the life of your son?

why did you have to shun,

your child away?

why the empty nights and day?

was it something I did,

that made you forbid,

yourself from being present,

in your offspring's development?

you have left me,

with a feeling of empty,

in words I can't truly express,

I try not to depress,

over what could have been,

but I wish we could star over again,

because maybe you do things different,

and be in my life from when I was an infant,

but you can't change the past,

and in today's time at last,

you are a part of my life,

so that lessons the strife,

and our relationship is expanding,

and it gave me the understanding,

of what it means to forgive,

all that have wronged us each day we live.

Lost

Your life is miserable,

but as long as there's snow,

you will bargain your soul,

to play in the the snake's pit,

to fill your black hole,

the venom doesn't bother you,

as long as the result is pleasant,

you try to change,

but your demons are always present,

and you need your daily fix,

of the devil's cake mix,

you want to go to rehab,

but that's not for you,

and your dealers always in view,

and has your ear,

the sweet sound of candy,

is what you want to hear,

it makes you smile,

but only for a short while,

now you need more,

so your knees work the floor,

in your story of sorrow.

Devils Chasing Me

I have devils chasing me, 

through the day,

I can't get them,

to ever go away,

It's a battle upstream,

of nightmares of my 

broken dreams,

Am lost in this confusing,

from thoughts am abusing,

am alone in recluse,

with these Devils,

that won't let me,

 break loose,

they got my soul,

stuck in a noose,

they keep me shackled

hands and feet stuck,

in their chain,

please let me break free,

from their reign,

and grant me,

my freedom,

and let my soul,

rest peacefully in Eden,

so my wings again,

can soar,

in Heaven once again,

once more.

Wisdom.

You're the most beautiful

 rose in the garden,

your smell is the most pleasant,

Your words are as soothing

as the Sun is bright,

You are the truth

in its purest  form,

you are worth more

than all the riches of Earth,

You're what wise people build upon

and what the fool lacks,

Those without you

You are what THE LORD

built the Universe with,

You are my love

forever. 

Why Infinity Is Not A Number

     Greeting, I hope you are doing well, and you are in peace!!!!

     How often when we use numbers, and want to get the highest number do we say "infinity?" I mean for example let's say Jeff is arguing with Beth, and Beth says "You're dumb times ten" and Jeff replies "Well you're dumb times Infinity" The thing about infinity is it's not a real number, and here is the reason why if infinity was a real number it would mean that numbers end; in other words you can't go any higher than that number, but no matter how high of a number any person can think of you can always get one number higher by simply adding one thus making it imposable to ever have a highest number, so in other words imposable for infinity to exist as an actual number.

     So does that make infinity obsolete? Well no, because you can still use it in some cases to be a substitute word for forever, for instance you can say "Jim signed a contract to work for Phil for an infinity amount of years" which would be the same as saying "Jim signed a contract to work for Phil forever." Another word you can use infinity in place of is eternity, for example you can say "THE LORD is live for infinity" which would be the same as saying "THE LORD will live for eternity."

     So in closing, infinity is not a number, because if it was than numbers would end, but we all know that know matter how high of a number you can always get a higher number by adding one, so infinity is not a number, but infinity can be used in place of words like forever, and eternity making it not disused.

Thank you for your time,
I love you all infinity,
your friend,
VPK!!!!

Do Doctors, And Pharmaceutical Companies Really want Cures?

     So I see a lot of different doctors for different illness, and one day I was in a store named Wal Mart, and I started to think to myself "Do Doctors, And Pharmaceutical Companies Really want Cures?" Now on first hand of the thought was well of course they do, I mean why would they not want a cure for things such as A.I.D.S, Diabetes. and other sicknesses?  Well because it comes down to one word, and that word is money.

     When I say money I don't mean how much it might cost for these cures, but I mean the money they would lose. Think about this if they could come up with a cure for let's say Diabetes there would no longer be a need for  Endocrinologist, and there would be no need for the medication, or for any of the other products that go along with it, and trust me there is a lot of items sold in stores especially for Diabetics that would other wise have no purpose.

Diabetics be in joy to be able to go back to the sugar cereals!!!!

      

and corporations would lose lots of money, and in the words of The Wu-Tang Clan, the legendary Hip Hop group, "Cash Rules Everything Around Me" and trust me as much as we hate to admit it cash is more valuable to them than human lives, but what about the people that do try to find cures?

     Of course in the wicked world of reality is the reality that there are those who are trying hard to find a cure for cancer(s), A.I,D.S and so on, or at least a vaccine, and to those people I take my hat off to for all their efforts, but sadly they are just a small pixel on the big screen t.v of life, and as long as the corporate world controls the money they will control things. Pretty much the Pharmaceutical Companies have a monopoly, and that monopoly is on the drug world.

Buy your drugs from me, because it's legal....

     The Pharmaceutical Companies are like your drug dealers in the city, but the only difference is it's all legal, in fact it works the same way, the doctors are the drug lord who controls the drug trade, the drug companies are the drug dealers with the drugs, and you are the consumer that buys them, and it's all legal, but you know what's funny, the same way a person on illegal drugs will want something stronger in time so too do the people on legal drugs, and sometimes they make people go to rehab for those drugs, but lots of times they just end up giving them more drugs, but hey it's legal....but let's look at this from another perspective.

     If they did find a way to cure every sickness that might mean more people without jobs causing poverty to go up, and so on, but who are we trying to fool? It's pretty much impossible to find a cure for most anything, hell even the Black Death is still around, so yeah it's greed.

     In closing, there are people who work their lives to find cures, or at least a vaccine for major, and minor illnesses such as Jonas Edward Salk, the person who discovered the vaccine for polio, because they care about the good of man, but sadly that world is controlled by the big drug companies, and the doctors who know if a cure was found for what ever they were a doctor for they be out of a job, as would other type of companies who makes tons of money from this world, so to answer my question, it is yes, and no, and that is the world we live in today, and the world your grandparents lived in, and grandchildren will be a part of.

Ching Shih

   

     Lots of people like pirates, and when you think of pirates you think of people such as Black Beard, Capitan Morgan (Maybe, because he has this drink named after him) Capitan Crunch and Captain Jack Sparrow, and others....okay the last two are made up, and one of them might not even be a pirate (as far as I know, like maybe they are both based on a real person?) but the first two are not, and both are legends along with other real life pirates, but here's a funny thing both of them, or any pirate for that matter would tremble in fear to the most ruthless and powerful pirate in the history of the world, Ching Shih, and you want to know a fact about this pirate? well take a look at this pirate.

     That's right the pirate was a woman, and she did not play around, and and that could be why Morgan has this rum drink named after him, because he feared this pirate would take his booty, so he got drunk to deal with this fear.



     So maybe you want to know a little about her career, well read this for Wikipedia, the famouse info website, "The fleet under her command established hegemony over many coastal villages, in some cases even imposing levies and taxes on settlements. According to Robert Antony, Ching Shih "robbed towns, markets, and villages, from Macau to Canton." In 1806 a British officer reported on the terrible fate of those who resisted Ching Shih's pirates. The pirates had nailed an enemy's feet to the deck and then beaten him senseless Contemporary reports from the British admiralty called her “The Terror of the South China."


     The Chinese navy lost sixty-three ships in the attacks. The Red Flag Fleet under Ching Shih's rule could not be defeated — not by Chinese officials, not by the Portuguese navy, and not by the British. Finding it hopeless to defeat her, in 1810, amnesty was offered to all pirates, and Ching Shih took advantage of it She ended her career that year, accepting an amnesty offer from the Chinese government. She kept her loot, and opened a gambling house. She died in 1844, at the age of 69.


     Yeah, she did not uckfay around!!!!