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it makes no sense being,
with out you third eye seeing,
like mighty ships of a fleet,
only to be left in defeat,
no matter what method of war,
the wicked shall never conqueror,
those that are righteous,
because they know knowledge is priceless
and wisdom is better than silver and gold,
and have powerful thoughts no fool can hold,
like that of the mighty pen,
that writes the formation of the heaven,
and everything with in outer space,
with out ever leaving one trace,
of the pen's mighty ink,
so some search for the link,
either by science, religion or philosophy,
some combined all three properly,
and are aong the wise,
while the rest wait to become food to the flies,
but the ones that are right at heart,
save those that are torn apart,
by the wicked hand of satan's clutch,
helping them escape from such,
a world built on wicked ways,
building mentally each days.

just sayin'

if you love someone you will forgive them, but that does not mean you have to forget what they did, and just because you love them does not mean you have to like them!

Having a dream while your dreaming

Dear my lovely readers,

so I just woke up from a dream, and it went as follows,

I was sitting in my room, and a dog attacked me, and was biting my leg,


but then I saw another animal, and thought to myself "haha" I can use this animal to chase off this dog, because it would kick the dogs ass!

this animal was a



but the damn thing just started to eat me with the dog -___-


so I decided to scream for help, but no one came, so I was pulling my body, and screaming as these mean animals were eating me, until I got to the living room, and to my amazement, people were home, and ignoring me -__-

then I woke up....

in my dream, and it changed, to my aunt finding out she has cancer, and us going to the junk yard, with my cousin for something, and on are way there I told them about the dream, and when we got there, and got out, the freakin dog was there, and I was all like oh man fuck this shit I am going to stay in the car, and I started to look around for bears

then the dream changed to the story of why the junk yard man banned a nine year old from the junk yard, and I woke up

weird dreams are amazing!

that is all for now,


I love you all deeply,
your friend,
VPK

12/12/11

sparks from Heaven's beautiful sent;
brings my mind back to that moment;
where I would run through the fields of grass;
dreaming that this moment in time forever last;
your loving eyes across from mine;
freezing all aspects of time;
as we connect like faith and hope;
and I deliver a kiss like a letter in an envelope;
my mind sinks into this fantasy;
where I am with you, and everything is magically;
and this dream is beautifully,
perfect ♥

Angry Vic

Dear my lovely readers,

me being kind has driven me again to depths of despise, as humans are the most foul living things that this earth has ever known, nothing before, or after shall be as wicked as people, I spend my time being nice to people who deserve nothing of the word,but I should be angry, but no I show none against you all because of a love that has only gotten me murdered by your rotten ways. it is peoples fault I wish I was dead, and peoples fault I am depressed, because I know this is all a waste of time, but still I do it even as I die. never once did I take my sword, and cut you, but oh how you cut me, yet I am the way, as I am in hope that maybe a few will return the favour, but very few ever do, and I am the one left here to die.

to the very few who have not murdered me, thank you, my love for you is as deep as space is wide, and I will always be the way I am for you, and you help give me a reason to live♥

for everyone else, I love you anyway, so murder me all you want, you will not have been the first, and you will not be the last!

that is all for now,
I love you all deeply,
your friend,
VPK

Today is December Tenth in Twenty Eleven

my joy has been risen
like a man freed from prison
no longer in sorrow's shackle
it has been smoked like tobacco
I finally see life's gift
as you have given me a lift
to be able to sit and smile
and no longer feel like I'm on trail
this is a beautiful mind set,
and you I will never forget,
thanks for being there,
when others would not care,
you helped me in my self wars,
and for that my heart is forever yours <3

12/6/2011

I was alone in my room,
with nothing but my thoughts,
to keep my company, so I looked,
into the mirror,
but to my shock,
I did not know the person,
in the glass reflection,
I sat and stared,
for what seemed like hours,
but was only minutes,
as all my thoughts,
raced through my head,
I was not happy,
I was not sad,
but in a state of numb,
as I seen for the first time,
what I have become,
and what I have let,
take control of my life,
I knew I had to be here,
this was the right choice,
so I exited out the room,
and into the hall,
enter with the others,
and when asked why I'm here,
said the words from my lips,
I am depressed, and I'm lost.